I'm not going to lie. I don't even know what day it is anymore because when you are unemployed every day just runs together.
Here's my confession friends: I'm stressed. Big shocker, right?
I'm not here to whine and complain, just vent. It's my blog and my space and hey, girl's gotta let it out! I thought about doing a Wedding Wednesday post but it gave me anxiety reading others' posts, so I opted for this instead.
The past 2 months have been wild. I left my job, moved out of my apartment, secretly moved home, kept the secret that we were moving back to SC for months, and am now wedding planning, living in the gym, and job searching. Oh yeah, and now half of my things are at "our" house in Beaufort and my parents house.
I have a reason to be frazzled right? I don't want this process to consume me. March 23 is coming fast. Like SO fast! Everyone says wedding planning should be fun. Hah. Well, there are some things I have enjoyed but what I am working on now makes me want to pull my hair out and run away: logistics.
I'm ready to be married to Tyler. I'm ready for our life, our home, and getting out of this yucky transition. Yes, not having a job currently has been super nice (except for the fact that I have zero dollars), but I thrive on a schedule!
So in a nutshell: I am trying desperately to keep it together. I'm trying not to have a panic attack (which unfortunately I suffer from) while listening to Trumpet Voluntary. I'm trying to stop eating hamburgers and fries so I don't detest my arms on my wedding day. I'm attempting to make our house feel like a home, all while not living there full-time. I'm job searching in my spare time and trying not to get frustrated because the one lead I had all came crashing down thanks to a crappy personality test. I'm focusing on Jamaica and spending a magical week with my new husband in paradise!
I'm finished venting so I am going to list the most recent things I've accomplished and not focus on what I NEED to do!
Invitations are addressed
Honeymoon is booked
New minister is booked (the minister at the church resigned last week. joy.)
Music is picked out
Flowers are chosen and are gorgeous (did I mention our florist died in November.. yeah)
Portraits are February 15
Bridesmaids gifts are in production
That's it. Thanks for making it through that if you are still here! I feel better after venting!
PS--- look for my new design and blog name SOON!!!!!!